Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Decisions...

Sigh. Everyone listen to Tori Amos' song 'Seaside.' Love it. I have it thanks to Mark! Thanks hun! You get an honorary mention 'ere. ;)

I'm doing that a lot right now. Sighing deeply. There's a big decision for me to make. T will probably slice 'n dice me, because I'm considering this job opportunity at work that Big Spex has intimated that he'd like me to apply for. Could I deal with the inevitably increased stress for at least a year? Could I sacrifice that much to make it to Japan?

Hang on!


I haven't even got the job yet, let alone applied for it!

Hmm. I think that I'll give it a try, because it will be working with a different set of people & ultimately, I am in this job at the moment simply because of the money, so nothing new there. Others have put up with far greater pains in their lives, so really...give this silly mare a slap!

I will speak to Big Spex tomorrow though. I want to really be sure of what I might be getting into. I do not want to walk willy-nilly into the lion's mouth without knowing where the plank of wood is hidden to jam open the jaws...

And if you think that's cryptic, you should have seen me today...I kept telling Sylvia that her tea was in the white mug when in my head my voice was shouting that it was in the other mug...and this happened 3 times before I could get it out.

Exit left before the men in white coats see me...

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