This is strange. We lost 3 friends this month, and I have found that there are times when I can't and don't feel anything inside. It's as though there is a certain amount of tears allotted to each of us, and if you use up your qouta then there will be no more.
I have tried thinking about it, but it just gets blocked by something in my brain. Not sure what.
*pondering now*
Will come back later.
